The Sound of Music

Death

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 06:59:11 GMT

To many it is the end. To some, only the beginning. To me, there is no end, just as there never was a beginning... there always was thought of me.. an idea of me.. just as there always was an idea of my mother and so on and so on. The simple, yet extremely complex idea of a beginning or an end is rather depressing to me.

No Beginning, No End.. I'm immortal.. just as every other human being is. The thought me always existed, consciously or subconsciously.

Word

Dimebag Darrell... dead.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 07:22:18 GMT

I'm in shock. Dimebag Darrell is dead..

Kicked in the motherfucking balls

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:50:33 GMT

Ouch. It still fucking hurts...

Disappointment

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 00:07:57 GMT

I went job hunting all day today.

I felt degraded and embarassed. People either looked at me like I was stupid when I asked if they were hiring, or they followed me around the store to see if I was going to steal something.

Oh well.

Life

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 04:47:55 GMT

Life is like a box of chocolates...

Yup.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 04:51:14 GMT

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The Workin' Man

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 04:33:27 GMT

Yup, I've been trying to find a job. Updated Girl of the Week on my site.. yup..

Website stuff

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 13:06:35 GMT

Yup, I'm going to start work on the guitar section on my site today. :D

I'm gonna have various exercises and such on there, it's gonna be cool.

Are you mental?!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 08:46:49 GMT

Yeah, my cousin is back in the mental hospital.. again.. for like the 4th time. God, it's so sad.. I hate it that he has to go through this shit. Another person I know is in the hospital because she tried to kill herself by downing a whole bottle of advil. Now, if she was like me.. I actually did research on suicide before I contemplated trying it. If she were stranded out in a desert with nobody at all near her.. then yeah, she'd die.. but downing a bottle of advil in a house where you'll be found in a pool of your own throw up.. no, you won't die.. some of your organs might shut down, however and you'll have a shitload of problems for the rest of your life.. but you probably won't die. Take a few pills that prevent you from throwing up, and down it with a whole bottle of Vodka or Jack and then slit your wrists, then yeah.. you've got a good chance of dying, otherwise it's just a huge cry for help.

I just hope my cousin gets out soon...

Insomnia.. I hate it.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 07:15:51 GMT

I can't sleep.. as usual. I don't want it to be like I'm dependant on my sleeping pills, plus if I take them now I won't wake up 'til like 2:45 pm tomorrow.. which I definately don't want.

I'm feeling kind of lonely too, for some reason. Oh well.

Word

Slither.. ooo..

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 23:51:44 GMT

I'm so excited.. my band is going to cover Slither by Velvet Revolver.. it's going to be so kickass, especially with Jessis singing it.. she's got an awesome voice.

Yeah.. I woke up at 2:45.. I don't have a job yet, and I fail at life.. bleh..

yawn

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 05:18:24 GMT

I'm tired.

I didn't even do much, today. I went to Mississippi Music for about 15 minutes, then I left with Kris to go to Jadon's house.. then we left there and went to my rehearsal space and jammed for a little while, and now I'm here.

Patrick told me something that irritated me today, though. He said that he told Curtis that I was going to come in that day and turn my application in. Well, I was having trouble sleeping, so I slept in all day.. and by the time I was going to turn it in, they were closed.. so I turned it in the next day, but he said to Patrick, "I'm never going to hire him now, he's not too responsible apparently." I was like, what the fuck? I don't know if he was joking, or what.. but if he doesn't hire me because of that I'm going to be pissed..

I hate people.. I really do. I want to get laid.. like right now.

Neptune

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 07:23:42 GMT

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

#4

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 06:06:10 GMT

You Are the Individualist

4

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

Grah... fudge.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 05:33:07 GMT

Why is it that asian chicks ONLY date either other asian guys(who have SMALL DICKS, it's a known fact), or black guys?

It irritates me.

Ok, so I don't have a cool import car with an awesome sound system... so?

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 06:19:31 GMT

Christmas time depressess me a lot.. I don't know why. I love this time of the year, yet it is the main season that makes me feel the worst. I hate having a relationship, yet I like it at the same time.. I just want to find somebody who isn't into anything serious. I've always wanted to date an asian girl.. I don't know why, I just always have wanted to. A good, catholic asian girl. So, if anyone knows anybody.. ;)

I always feel alone on Christmas, though.. I guess I'll never know why.

Love all, love always..

Word

Job..

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 18:52:41 GMT

Yup, I'm about to go turn in my application at MS Music, because they are looking for someone as of... NOW.. :D

Those bitches better hire me. :D

I am emotionally moved...

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 06:52:37 GMT

I saw one of the greatest movies tonight.. "The Believer" ...

A story of a Neo-Nazi at the age of 22, but as a young child he was a jew. The movie is far deeper than I can put into words.. I suggest all who read this to go see it. Right fucking now.

Word

I'm such a slob.

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 04:29:39 GMT

I layed around in my boxers all day and played my PS2.. and went outside for a cigarette every once in a while.. and that was about it.

Then, later that night I heard a knock on my door and got frustrated thinking it was somebody I didn't want to talk to, it ended up being Johnny and Chris. So, I went with them to the mall and hung out with them for a while. I was bored and aggravated the entire time. I came home, and now I'm here.

I need a cigarette.

Word

I figured.. since I am Catholic and all..

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 06:10:46 GMT

You scored as Catholic. Welcome to the One, Holy, CATHOLIC, and Apostolic Church!
You my Friend are a Catholic.
You have a strong sense of something outside of yourself and feel drawn to answer profound questions to satisfy your desires. You recognize that truth isn't self-centered or about inventing something new, but rather following the road map of your heart to a bigger picture. You are probably baptized.

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New Music.. and Laziness

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 01:21:54 GMT

God damn, I've been so lazy, lately. I woke up at fucking 2:30 pm today.. I guess my body needed it, though because I felt rested.

I don't feel like writing much, so I'll make it short..

I bought Metal Gear Solid: Snake Eater last night, awesome game.. I've been playing it all day.

I recorded a new song that's on my site, www.wordstrickland.com.. Behind Blue Eyes.. it's such a good song, and I hope that I did alright on it.. I mean, I think I did.. but I hope people will check it out and give me some constructive criticism.

Thursday is the "tailgate party" thing at the Coliseum, I'll be there teching for Joshua Sun.

Well, that's about it.. I might write more later.

Love,

Word

Musical Euphoria, The Break Up, and a New Beginning

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 04:53:24 GMT

Ah, yes.. for the first entry.. I figure that I will bring you up to date on some shiznit. I had an old journal on www.my-diary.org.. but I figured that Live Journal was so much better. Anyway..

I am a guitar player. I love music, all kinds of music. I especially love classical, opera, metal, and progressive rock/metal.

Now, on to my current life.

I went to a show last weekend. Joshua Sun, Twist of Fate, Levitation Station, and 2 Sizes 2 Small played. Levitation Station was pretty good, great for their first show. 2 Sizes 2 Small can just suck my balls, because they fail at music. Joshua Sun kicked MAJOR ASS, and Twist of Fate was awesome. It was Joshua Sun and Twist of Fate that changed something in me, made something click. I had been a vegetarian for 7 or 8 months, and I came home and ate chicken. I then started to realize that I wasn't in love with my girlfriend like I thought, and the next day I broke up with her. I realized so many things that night, I realized that I wanted to start working with my band Illucid more. Hopefully we will become a huge success around here.

I also realized what I want in life. I want a good, beautiful Catholic girl.. somebody who shares my religious views, someone who is extremely gorgeous with an insanely good personality, which apparently is extremely hard to find around here unless I want to date someone 7 years older than me which isn't going to happen anytime soon.(I wish.)

I'm the new guitar tech for Joshua Sun, which is great. They are all a great bunch of guys.. I love 'em to death. They're going to go very far with their career, I can already see it.

Well that's about it for my first entry.

Love,

Word