| Death |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|12:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None | ] |
To many it is the end. To some, only the beginning. To me, there is no end, just as there never was a beginning... there always was thought of me.. an idea of me.. just as there always was an idea of my mother and so on and so on. The simple, yet extremely complex idea of a beginning or an end is rather depressing to me.
No Beginning, No End.. I'm immortal.. just as every other human being is. The thought me always existed, consciously or subconsciously.
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| Dimebag Darrell... dead. |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|01:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Rest in Peace, dude. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pantera - Cemetary Gates | ] |
I'm in shock. Dimebag Darrell is dead.. |
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| Disappointment |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|06:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Me - Retards Going to School | ] |
I went job hunting all day today.
I felt degraded and embarassed. People either looked at me like I was stupid when I asked if they were hiring, or they followed me around the store to see if I was going to steal something.
Oh well. |
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| Life |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|10:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Doo doo doo doo.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None | ] |
Life is like a box of chocolates... |
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| Yup. |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|10:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  woohoo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | CSI: Miami on the tv | ] |
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| The Workin' Man |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | woohoo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | CSI: Miami on the tv | ] |
Yup, I've been trying to find a job. Updated Girl of the Week on my site.. yup.. |
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| Website stuff |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|07:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I'm excited. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dave Matthews Band - So Much To Say | ] |
Yup, I'm going to start work on the guitar section on my site today. :D
I'm gonna have various exercises and such on there, it's gonna be cool. |
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| Are you mental?! |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|02:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | INSOMNIA!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some Gwen Stefani video on VH1 | ] |
Yeah, my cousin is back in the mental hospital.. again.. for like the 4th time. God, it's so sad.. I hate it that he has to go through this shit. Another person I know is in the hospital because she tried to kill herself by downing a whole bottle of advil. Now, if she was like me.. I actually did research on suicide before I contemplated trying it. If she were stranded out in a desert with nobody at all near her.. then yeah, she'd die.. but downing a bottle of advil in a house where you'll be found in a pool of your own throw up.. no, you won't die.. some of your organs might shut down, however and you'll have a shitload of problems for the rest of your life.. but you probably won't die. Take a few pills that prevent you from throwing up, and down it with a whole bottle of Vodka or Jack and then slit your wrists, then yeah.. you've got a good chance of dying, otherwise it's just a huge cry for help.
I just hope my cousin gets out soon... |
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| Insomnia.. I hate it. |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|12:59 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | I want sleep dammit.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ehh.. the tv | ] |
I can't sleep.. as usual. I don't want it to be like I'm dependant on my sleeping pills, plus if I take them now I won't wake up 'til like 2:45 pm tomorrow.. which I definately don't want.
I'm feeling kind of lonely too, for some reason. Oh well.
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| Slither.. ooo.. |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|05:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Heh heh heh.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rammstein - Sonne | ] |
I'm so excited.. my band is going to cover Slither by Velvet Revolver.. it's going to be so kickass, especially with Jessis singing it.. she's got an awesome voice.
Yeah.. I woke up at 2:45.. I don't have a job yet, and I fail at life.. bleh.. |
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| *yawn* |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|10:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Drawn Together in the backround on the tv | ] |
I'm tired.
I didn't even do much, today. I went to Mississippi Music for about 15 minutes, then I left with Kris to go to Jadon's house.. then we left there and went to my rehearsal space and jammed for a little while, and now I'm here.
Patrick told me something that irritated me today, though. He said that he told Curtis that I was going to come in that day and turn my application in. Well, I was having trouble sleeping, so I slept in all day.. and by the time I was going to turn it in, they were closed.. so I turned it in the next day, but he said to Patrick, "I'm never going to hire him now, he's not too responsible apparently." I was like, what the fuck? I don't know if he was joking, or what.. but if he doesn't hire me because of that I'm going to be pissed..
I hate people.. I really do. I want to get laid.. like right now. |
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| Neptune |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|01:23 am] |
You Are From Neptune |
You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.
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| #4 |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|12:05 am] |
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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| Grah... fudge. |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|11:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Fucking A. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Liquid Tension Experiment - Acid Rain | ] |
Why is it that asian chicks ONLY date either other asian guys(who have SMALL DICKS, it's a known fact), or black guys?
It irritates me.
Ok, so I don't have a cool import car with an awesome sound system... so? |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|12:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I wish I knew what to do. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Paul Oakenfold - Send me an Angel | ] |
Christmas time depressess me a lot.. I don't know why. I love this time of the year, yet it is the main season that makes me feel the worst. I hate having a relationship, yet I like it at the same time.. I just want to find somebody who isn't into anything serious. I've always wanted to date an asian girl.. I don't know why, I just always have wanted to. A good, catholic asian girl. So, if anyone knows anybody.. ;)
I always feel alone on Christmas, though.. I guess I'll never know why.
Love all, love always..
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| Job.. |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|12:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I better get this fucking job. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Some random techno stuff on my computer | ] |
Yup, I'm about to go turn in my application at MS Music, because they are looking for someone as of... NOW.. :D
Those bitches better hire me. :D |
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| I am emotionally moved... |
[Nov. 24th, 2004|12:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | I need a smoke. | ] |
I saw one of the greatest movies tonight.. "The Believer" ...
A story of a Neo-Nazi at the age of 22, but as a young child he was a jew. The movie is far deeper than I can put into words.. I suggest all who read this to go see it. Right fucking now.
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| I'm such a slob. |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|10:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | distressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the television... | ] |
I layed around in my boxers all day and played my PS2.. and went outside for a cigarette every once in a while.. and that was about it.
Then, later that night I heard a knock on my door and got frustrated thinking it was somebody I didn't want to talk to, it ended up being Johnny and Chris. So, I went with them to the mall and hung out with them for a while. I was bored and aggravated the entire time. I came home, and now I'm here.
I need a cigarette.
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| I figured.. since I am Catholic and all.. |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|12:10 am] |
| You scored as Catholic. Welcome to the One, Holy, CATHOLIC, and Apostolic Church!
You my Friend are a Catholic.
You have a strong sense of something outside of yourself and feel drawn to answer profound questions to satisfy your desires. You recognize that truth isn't self-centered or about inventing something new, but rather following the road map of your heart to a bigger picture. You are probably baptized.
Catholic | | 90% | Christian | | 90% | Jewish | | 75% | Cult | | 75% | Buddhist | | 40% | Anarchist | | 35% | </td>
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